The past slips away

Strange mood, at least partly brought on by the A-Z quiz. Number of partners you see. I *think* I've still managed to list them all by first name. In more or less the right order, and I only nearly missed one of them out. And I could mostly add surnames too, apart from the one I never knew. But also apart from Ian. And given what a giant milestone in my life that was I just can't quite believe I can't even remember his name properly. I don't want to forget. I feel like it ought to be branded into me forever just how bad things can be when you *really* fuck up. I don't hate myself for it any more, and I don't even really blame myself for the eventual outcome, but while I don't think it would be good for me to dwell on it much or spend too much time remembering how bad I felt at the time I don't want to let it just drift away. And remembering his name would be part of remembering the good things about it too. Which are worth hanging onto.

Yay!

Bounce! Jan has found us tickets for Placebo on Tuesday! So that'll be my next gig then :-)

More productive day at work than usual, nice sunshine, misc meat to look forward to in April. Today is being a nice day. And unless I'm only 1 lb short of my old target tonight (in which case I shall probably carry on towards it) I get to be officially thin tonight too.

If I pass my driving test tomorrow you won't be able to get me off the ceiling all weekend.

Weekly weigh in

This week I lost 1lb

I am at or under my target weight! - Yay!

Yes, I decided to move the target a little, but I'm happy with me the way I am at the moment, and my current countdown (weeks paid for in advance) ran out tonight so it seemed a good point to stop. I am now officially thin! ( details )