*sigh*

[lnr]

Now I'm snapping at Richard for wanting to avoid August, and snapping at August for sounding slightly disappointed at me going along with it, and cross with myself more than anything. I don't know WTF I'm supposed to do that won't feel like I'm letting people down, and will actually make me feel happy too. And this is about the 5th thing I've written in the last few days and immediately wanted to delete without posting, but for once I'll resist.