What I want

[lnr]

To be less completely shattered
To just go sleep in the shade outside for a bit
To have some motivation to actually do some work and have it last more than 24 hours
To own a magic wand I could use to make everyone better
To be able to eat what I want and stay thin
Or to not want to eat quite so many things that I shouldn't have so much of
Or failing that to have the willpower to eat sensibly despite wanting chocolate/crisps/etc all the time
To mail you and tell you I miss you
To not feel guilty for wanting to do that
To be able to love without it hurting, or to be able to turn it off

Comments

[lnr]

Not really expecting advice, it's more a list of things I can't have than anything else.

[k425.livejournal.com]

You're right, it was a list and I do try hard not to offer advice for things like that. My brain has melted and dribbled out of my ears. It's the heat, the heat I tell you...

[lnr]

Oh I don't mind, just trying to say "don't worry" :-)

[k425.livejournal.com]

Phew! From experience, there is often something really annoying about having a good long go about something, and a listener/reader saying "do this". I don't want to do that, I just want to get it out!