Ug

[lnr]

Monday mornings. Ick. Especially when you didn't get much sleep the night before (hot and uncomfy and bloody flies keeping me awake). Had to get bus to station to pick up bike on way into work, which meant about 45 mins door to desk instead of my usual 20, and that's with the bus being quite fast. Can't believe I was out of the house at 8:25.

So, shattered, achy, feeling a bit down, no idea what's going on with anyone, worried about people. Just want to go home to bed really. But still hanging on to a few bits of the perkiness from the weekend, enjoying the sunshine and the lovely blue sky. And missing someone.

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[j4.livejournal.com]

So, shattered, achy, feeling a bit down, no idea what's going on with anyone, worried about people.

*HUGS*

If I'm any of the people you've no idea what's going on with (agh, sentence!) then just ask...

[lnr]

Was kind of wondering, since I hadn't heard anything since Friday...

[j4.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. I didn't know what to say, partly because I don't know what's going on, but partly just because I feel like I'm saying the same stuff round and round again but not quite ... accepting it? Acting on it? Something like that. And I don't feel I can talk about it very freely on LJ.

Will mail you. *hugs* And sorry for being useless.

[meirion.livejournal.com]

i know you're worried about me. i'm sorry about that, but there are some things that are just too unbearable to cope with. and when one's options are all things that would make one utterly utterly miserable and self-hating, the only option seems to be not to play.

-m-