Today and later

Today: lots more sleep, still tired but not completely zogged any more. A bit more work, though still not really up to par. A nice lunch with Jan, even if it was far too slow and far too sinful really. I think I may just decide 11 stone is my target soon and stay here, since I don't seem to be able to stay interested in losing any more.

Looking forward to class regardless, and pub after. Also looking forward too much already to Friday and weekend. Need to work out how to fit enough sleep in amongst cam.misc meets, housewarmings, anniversaries, and birthday parties. Definite plans for proper date with Jan next week, since lately we've not been "alone in a room" together much. Need to check rjk is still OK with me being a porn star and then get round to sorting out dirty weekend for that too in the not too distant future.

Made doctors appt for Monday (to get more happy pills), need to go shopping to find a birthday present for my sister, since my parents are visiting her at the end of the month. Also need to buy flowers, since mum sent me some money to do so with. Feeling slightly angsty about life, the universe and everything atm. Worried I'm just being hypocritical in enjoying time with Jan while rjk's not seeing much of Vicky. Worried they're not seeing much of each other because I've been stressy at him, don't want to cause that. Don't feel like I know where anything's going at the moment, for me or him or both. For both I guess it doesn't matter too much so long as we go there together (fx: vom), but still.

Good advice

If the description of the beer says "5%", the level in the glass says "1/2 a pint", the barperson says "drink up please" and Jan says "go on then, down it", this does not mean it's a good idea to follow Jan's advice. Or then again maybe it does, hic. It's always interesting being this drunk, and feeling mostly ok until you try and do things which require physical co-ordination, like say leaning a bike on the kickstand, or typing. Mmmmm, beer though.

Oh yeah, and if you want sensible comments on wibbles don't mention porn, but yeah you knew that already. Rjk seems to think it's OK, my diary shows nothing on the 15th or 22nd of March, and not much in April, thought the 19th etc is Easter w/e and hence should be kept free. I should co-ordinate with Jan and suggest whichever weekends are relevant to dodgy Steve and see if we can organise our dirty w/e in Keighley. Must take Jan up on the railway to Haworth and visit Bronte parsonage while we're up there.

Um, hic.