Tired

[lnr]

Underworld was good fun in a leave your brain at home sort of way. Mobbsy's review is pretty fair, but as others have said the corsetry was good enough to keep me more or less amused. And the confusion as to who exactly is a good guy is quite nicely done too. Obvious handle for follow-up film at end, which is fairly inevitable these days. Want to see Calendar Girls and the new Italian Job too at some point, but shall leave the former until another day since Karen can't make it this evening. Was nice to see people yesterday too, and just to sit around outside the pub afterwards. Was definitely feeling a bit out of it by the time we headed home though.

Feeling like shit for having worried people on Saturday, really not coping with work at all at the moment either, not so much in a not getting things done way as in a seeing any point to me being here at all. Mostly I'm just tired tired tired from sleeping badly last night. A nap at my desk over lunch has helped a little. And glad of the rain, it's really been needed. Everything just seems so pointless at the moment though.

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Feeling like shit for having worried people on Saturday,

*hugs*
Hey, that's past now; everybody knows you're okay, and that's what matters. People only worry because they care. And I wasn't worried-for-your-life, just worried that it meant things were going even worse in terms of Things We're Not Allowed To Mention. :-/

really not coping with work at all at the moment either, not so much in a not getting things done way as in a seeing any point to me being here at all.

I can definitely sympathise with that one. *HUGS*

I'm trying to convince myself that until/unless I get a job that I actually care about, the only point of me being at work is to earn money (and if they're happy to pay me for not doing much, or for doing an utterly pointless job, then that's their problem); I don't think that's a fundamentally bad aim, since earning money is useful for doing interesting things, and making myself and others happy. Though ideally I'd like to do something worthwhile as well. Dunno if trying to think of it this way will help, it can't make things much worse though.

glad of the rain, it's really been needed.

Definitely! It was pretty impressive earlier; the sky was nearly black...

Everything just seems so pointless at the moment though.

Oh love. *HUGS* I wish there was more that I could do to help.