Happy Birthday timeplease

[lnr]

I had a nice time at August's party last night, though there were some rather stressful moments and not everyone seemed ot be having the best of times, not least the host, which was sad. I discovered that I can't play the mandolin or the bass, and still can't play the guitar, but did briefly get something sounding like music out of Dom's sax. (fnar!). Lots of nice food and drink (oops). In fact so much lots of the latter that I really must apologise to Rachel for apparently telling her my entire life history, not sure quite how I got into that!

Hopefully will be celebrating with the karate graders this afternoon, once I hear how they've done. I might stay off the booze though.

Feel like I ought to stay off the food too after this week :-/ Nice dinner out with Mike Monday, nice dinner in on Thursday which was nearly as disastrously calorific, and then a slightly over quota dinner on Friday, but I dread to think how much I consumed yesterday, and I just don't seem to have much motivation to eat sensibly today, though I guess I'll just have to try. Oh well, even if I gain weight this week (weigh in tomorrow morning since I wasn't at home today) I'm still well down on the start of the year, and I still know I can keep going, so it's not the end of the world. It's just painfully slow going sometimes, and I just feel so *fat* sometimes.

And I wish I could make people happier. Andrew, August, Jan: they're all fed up in various ways and I can't seem to help and with Andrew at least I only seem to make things worse. I just don't know what to do.

Comments

[rmc28]

My diet sputtered to a halt around the time we went to Keighley for a weekend. But I have to remember that at least I kicked off the Christmas/New Year binge before that happened.

Live action sax photographs

[hairyears.livejournal.com]

I have some photos of you er, blowing the saxaphone. Will post the worksafe ones when I get home...

Hiss on the tape...

[hoiho.livejournal.com]

not least the host

I don't think I should be let out in company, really.
I think I'll lay low for a while, and see if I can readjust myself.

I'd like to apologie to anyone (everyone?) I offended last night.

I just don't know what to do.

Thanks for being a good friend.

[caramel-betty.livejournal.com]

I had a nice time at August's party last night

He had a party last night? I'd've gone if only I'd known.