Memory triggers

[lnr]

This track normally makes me smile, remembering OUSFG/RPGSOC Christmas parties of years past. This time I remember the first one, nearly 9 years ago. And Matthew being there to comfort me when they played something that reminded me too much of Ian. 9 years can make a lot of things fade, but you never forget. I blamed myself terribly for Ian's death. Not surprising I'd be thinking of it now. I think somewhere over the years I've managed to mostly forgive myself though. I miss him too.

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[panzerpenguin.livejournal.com]

I remember those parties well myself. Which RPGSOC bods are you still in touch with.

Ian really wasn't your fault - though I doubt it helps for me to say so.

[lnr]

I haven't really stayed in touch. I see Davefish around Cambridge. And yourself, venta and triskellian around here. And bumped into Sarah in London a couple of times. That's about it.

And thanks. I do know that these days, though I didn't think so at the time.